Prologue
I have two best friends at my school; Amanda and Tammy. We do everything together; school projects, shopping sprees, holiday activities, going to the movies, etc. The only thing that is different about us is that both of them are the more out-going people. I’m more of a follower and I don’t really have any say in anything. Mandy and Tam are in the debating team, SRC, and drama club. Now, you might think that them two are meant for each other and why am I tagging along? Well, to tell you the truth…I’ve felt that way a lot.
There’s only one more day of the holidays until we go back to school. My mum’s all fussy about whether I have enough supplies for school, fixing the last minute touches to my school uniform, and helping my siblings with their problems. The only thing that I was looking forward to was seeing my friends.
In Year 6 we had a couple of fights; I was always in the middle. It’s really stressful when two of your best friends are fighting and they expect you to pick a side. All you can think of is to let it die down. We somehow get along…but when we are together…it feels like our friendship will last forever.
Anyway, back to school… As soon as I walked through the gates, I could hear my friend’s hysterical laughing. While walking towards our group, my head was flooded with things that I could talk about. But when I got there I saw that there was another girl talking to Mandy and Tammy.
“Hey guys!” I said cheerfully
“Hey Crystal! Meet Isabelle,” responded Mandy.
“Hi, I’m new around here and I’ve just discovered that I live one street away from Mandy. That is so cool coz now I can have sleepovers and walk to her house any time I want,” started Isabelle.
It was from that moment that I knew that things are going to be a little different around here. I didn’t get a chance to tell my friends what I did in the holidays, which is like a tradition in our friendship. As I said before, I don’t usually get a say in anything.
It was the first day back at school after the summer holidays, so that was when we get sorted into our classes. It was just our luck that our group had to be split; I went with Tammy and Mandy went with Isabelle. I’ve always felt that I always have to impress Tammy in some way; it feels like I can never be myself.
Things got a little better in class. That was our base class. Luckily, we’re in the same class for Art, Tech, and Language. During class Tammy seemed a little distracted, so I tried to be more conversational. Unfortunately the teacher caught me and gave me and Tammy a detention.
“Thanks a lot Crystal!” she hissed at me at the end of class. This was definitely not going to be a great year. Tammy didn’t speak to me at all in any of the lessons. At lunch we all got together and started talking about what they did during class. Mandy, Isabelle, and Tammy all seemed to like chatting. No-one knew that I was just listening politely, nodding and agreeing with Tammy.
When I finally got Mandy on her own I started telling her about the issue between Tammy and I.
“She’ll get over it eventually. She’s still upset about us all not being in the same class. You should get to know Isabelle; she’s full of interesting topics to talk about. She’s also very smart.” soothed Mandy.
‘Yeah right. All you can think of is Isabelle. I might as well not exist.’ I thought to myself.
Epilogue
I ended up changing schools. After Isabelle came I got cast out on my own. Now that I think back to it, I was pretty much a loner (so much for my self-esteem). I’ll bet at the next school I go to, there will be rumours about how I have no friends and that is why I had to move schools.
Have you ever got that feeling where you have been replaced by someone who just seems to appear out of nowhere, or the person who has replaced you has just been left stranded and your closest friend feels sorry for them and starts hanging around them instead of you? You have no idea how hurt you can feel because someone has been excluded from friendship.
Just remember that everyone has feelings and they can be damaged in a simple move. Include people in your conversations; always make an attempt to meet new people.